It’s good to be fearful of Allah, and fearless of loosing anything

I am home when I am in my body. All my imaginations, all my dreams, and all my aspirations are to wander around the world. Sometimes I feel I am imprisoned in my body and sometimes I feel home here. All the books that I read and all the movies that I watch evoke me to experience and authenticate if all those are true. No place on the earth is a permanent residence for me. I just want to rent everything I need along the way for a temporary halt, never to be stationed. My life is total sum of odd or even numbers but they are limited, I believe. For a permanent establishment I need a permanent place where death dies. I want to keep on exploring , keep on experimenting and keep on mesmerising in order to realise the potential of our Creator before I depart from this mortal life. 

I have to experience all my dreams in reality; all those dreams that I dream while sleeping; all those dreams that I see at my subconscious level; all those dreams that I plan and aspire for; all those dreams that I believe I could achieve and that’s my conscious decision. I may survive without oxygen and water, with or without my body, but I can’t survive repeating the same pattern of life everyday. I wonder how people do it. It’s like slow boring death. No adventure; neither in life, nor in death. 

They believe in social and financial security on a place where life is at stake with internal bodily attacks and external environmental attacks all the time. Insecurity is something that leads you to longing for God, Ishwar or Allah! And it’s a good thing to be fearful of God but fearless of losing anything. That’s what makes you a warrior, a strong man. Life is full of struggles and you have to keep being strong. 

And those who are temporarily stable maintaining social and financial status, strive for another level of pleasure, as they seem to be unaware of the fact that contentment is a spiritual state, not a materialistic one. Peaceful life lies in the quality of thoughts and in the way how a content person sees the world.